
Hugh Loxdale
Wandering Albatross
Slender companion of the arching winds,
How stiff you ride the truculent gale
On long wings;
How you glide
Just above the water’s grasp,
The deep turquoise,
Split by milk-white spume,
Torn to shreds by the frigid, rampant air…
You pace on relentlessly,
Coasting, veering, steering
Your rapid course home.
Never a glance backwards
Across the empty vastness
Of the southern seas.
Lonely, so lonely, you ply
This strange odyssey.
What do you consider all
These empty hours,
When even sleep is snatched
Between the troughs of huge swells?
What inspires you when you awake,
To focus on the shifting, unruly
Clouds above, the weak sun obscured,
Fog, the crescent moon,
Or the awesome, incomprehensible
Field of stars?…
On you wing your way,
Traverse the near endless miles,
Round the globe…
To test its endurance,
And its rotundity…
And then, one day,
Perhaps brilliant April green, -
The strong pastel light formed
In the east as the sun awakes,
Land is seen.
At first, faintly, shadowy, obscure.
Later, as the minutes slip by,
With the wind rustling past
Your crisp feathers of wing and tail,
Less distant, more solid.
An island, an amorphous rock
Protruding unique above
The flatness of the horizon.
Land of your birth,
Half a century before,
And land too of your mate,
Many days since last seen.
Guardian of that large cream pearl
In its strange raised nest;
Investment for your kind…
And all our futures…
Our legacy, yet a paradox;
As hopeless in its geometry
As a spent bullet,
Soon it will hatch,
Ultimately to yield
A being that even the Gods must surely envy…
Except for its prolonged, solitary wanderings.
